Monday, June 21, 2010

When we're gone


I used to check our CandyMandy blog, my personal blog, gmail, facebook(s), very often.. to the extend that I seriously thought I rely too much on the internet. I was depressed, it was all because of a relationship failure. I couldn't carry on with my life normally as soon as I thought I could.

The more I wanted to be strong, to live better, the weaker I became. I basically have no interest in anything anymore. So I decided to leave the cyber world. To continue to be sad, cry, follow what my heart wanted. I even thought of never to check our CandyMandy email, blog, facebook again

Months have passed and today is 21-Jun-10. I have recovered but over the months I didn't even for once log in to any of our websites. I am not sure if Candy did.

I was late for work today due to the unusual heavy rain that poured on Penang Island. I am in the office. Everybody else was out for the 1pm lunch while I already had my lunch on 12pm. I suddenly remembered the Princess' Diary.

I logged into our email to find 300 over spam messages, 20 over Wan-Kat (kacau-kacau) enquiries and 3 emails from the readers of Princess' Diary. My last posting was in April. The urge to continue writing this blog have suddenly hit me and thus, the new blog template, background, color and this post (psst, trying to make a come back like people from the showbiz always say, LOL)

Hello, I am Mandy. How are you?

1 comment:

George8724 said...

hello i am George and i am fine. :)
terror lah u both... has been login to ur blog like everyday just to see any update from u both le but it always ends with disappointment.... sigh.... but luckily now i can see u blogging here again and the best thing is, new background and new updates....

hey not only u addicted to blogging and etc but i guess i m too geh boh with ur blog liao lah... tats y everyday login to ur blog to 8 8 a bit le... hehehehe

hey glad tat u r ok now and glad tat u r back....